If a man disowns his dark masculine desire for freedom, then he kinks the hose of his masculine force.
His energy will not flow freely, and his attention will be bound by unfulfilled yearnings.
Most importantly, if his hose is kinked in this way, he weakens his
masculine capacity to stand fearless in the death that is conscious
life. He will not be able to face the unknown, the groundless ground of
being, and still function from his heart in love.